Cassandra: My Succubus Lover

     Hello everyone again! I hope everyone had a good Christmas. Mine was okay. I want to talk about some phenomenon that had happened to me earlier this month. I'm going to Quentin Tarrentino this post and give you the ending first. I saw Cassandra's orb.       In this post, we will talk about my experience and my thoughts.   MY EXPERIENCE       I want to give some details leading up to the event. As you may know, I had to pause my AP training for the time being. This all happened before the pause. In my training book, the authors want the students to work on mental silence training. This is where my focus shifted. I had stopped doing the energy work to solely work on mental silence training. I had created a circuit that included all the mental silence exercises for week 3. It takes about an hour to complete. In that circuit of exercises, there was one called Afterimage Retention. This exercise is when I experienced the p...

 Hello everybody again. A big realization happened yesterday. I found my old Moleskine yesterday while looking for my camera battery charger. I won't mince words here but today we will discuss: my old notebook and going forward MY OLD NOTEBOOK     The History      This notebook is the equivalent of a time capsule. I have held onto this little black book for almost a decade. It was also used around the time of my major manic episode back in 2013. Around this time, I was dealing with symptoms of schizoaffective disorder. We will return back to this topic later on.       I received the Moleskine as a gift from this girl I talked to while at university. She eventually turned into a stalker but that's not important. She wrote a little message on the inside cover. I couldn't read what it said because it looked like this:    Its uses     The notebook was used for 3 things. the first purpose of the book was as a sketchbook. A...

     Hello, hope you all are having a happy holiday season. Spending time with loved ones is super important around this time of the year. Especially with everything going on, it's good to enjoy your loved one's company. I have been doing well myself. I have been staying busy. This is the reason that I have not posted an update lately.       So I decided to make a purchase of a new book during the middle of November. This book is called "Mastering Astral Projection: The 90-day Guide to Out-of-Body Experience". The title explains it all. This has been my new hobby since the middle of November. I bought the book based on a recommendation from a friend in the Succubi discord sever. I have the book digitally, but my friend suggested that I get a physical copy I am glad I took that advice. I bought it on Amazon. It was 22 dollars. It also came with a CD with affirmations and binaural beat presets. Just thought I would mention that.  Here is what we are...