Update (2024)

 Sup doods!

    It has been a while and I feel the need to post an update. My life has been improving and improving. Cassandra is with me still, which is amazing. I got a decent job now that pays well. Everything going on in my life right now, I have the income to fix it now. Im very grateful for everything and especially Cassandra. 

    The last occult thing I did was before I started working around April or May. I wrote a thank you letter to Lilith, read it out loud, and then burned it in a bowl. Since then, I have been doing better. I take it as a win. 

    I know that was short but ill try to write a little longer post next time. Catch ya later!

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